Majhong

Sunday, May 31, 2009

"There's no turning back.."

Shet. I think I'm addicted.

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Reaching You

Ganda nang Reaching You. Kaiyak volume 2. T-T
Wonderful! Hahaha!

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Nightmare

I had a nightmare last night.
"053090".
A really creepy one.
I was having a dream.
An eerie, random dream.
In a dark park-like place.
There's two girls on the swing.
Talking.
Looks serious for their age.
I didn't know why I thought that.
Even though I can't hear them.
I didn't really pay much attention.
But I felt their eyes when I passed by.
And felt a chill run down my spine.
I rode one of the rides.
It's an arcade racing game where the mechanism moves.
I played it and thought it looked familiar.
"I played this before", I mused.
But the game got weird on me.
And I didn't know what to do.
I got dizzy.
It's moving like it wanted to throw me off.
I got scared.
Scared that something bad will happen if I feel off.
I tried focusing on my surrounding.
But it was too hard.
My head was spinning.
The game is moving.
"Get off! Get off!", I chanted.
I saw an opening.
Quickly jump off it.
I got off landing on my feet.
Dizziness gone.
Heart racing.
I looked back.
The machine.
It stopped.
I walked back.
To where the girls are.
Like nothing had happened.
I was surprise.
That I actually know them.
But really didn't.
Just a feeling.
I approached them.
A girl stood and walked away.
A new girl appeared.
And the two remaining.
Set their eyes on me.
And smiled.
And I woke up.
But really didn't.
I heard the sound of the fan.
Felt myself on bed again.
Eyes close.
Movement.
Felt someone touching me.
Trying to hug me from behind.
And choking me.
I can't breathe.
I tried to move.
But can't.
I was terrified.
Tried screaming.
"Lemme go! Please! Someone help!", is what I want to say.
I can feel my mouth moving.
But no sound came out.
The person was smiling.
An evil smile.
How I know.
I didn't know.
He kissed me on the head.
And then.
I was awake.
Really awake.
"A dream..".
I was breathing heavily.
"Another nightmare..".
My heart's pounding.
"It felt so real..".
I was so scared.
That I stayed awake.
All night.
Because I know.
If I sleep right after that.
It will happen.
Again and again.
It's true.
That I'm used to this.
But it never fails to terrify me.

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AWESOME performance!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

"Never judge a book by it's cover."

There's something about her singing that makes me want to cry. I really love how the judges reacted specially Simon! And how the audience are being cynical at first and laughing at her but then started cheering when they heard her voice! And it's a standing ovation! WOAH! See the audience faces! I think they are touched too! Hehe, It's really amazing and inspiring. GO SUSAN!


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After 5 minutes:

OMG! Another talent! A kid! I was so amazed by Susan that I started searching for other "Britain's Got Talent" contestant and saw this 6 years old girl with a really nice voice. And she's pitch perfect just like Simon said. I was anxious that she was going to flunked some notes but no! From start 'til the end, it was sang beautifully! On top of that, she's really cute! Haha. I'll stop rambling and let you watch the video.



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Business Opportunity

Sunday, April 5, 2009

I came across this business that uses the method "Network Marketing" which I'm already interested in and familiar with when I was still young(around 15-16 years of age) since my sister's company also specializes in this kind of method and have a few brochures and stories for me to read. I was really ecstatic when Tita Jane, our orchestra's adviser and confidante, told us about this and our opportunity to become distributors! It's really a coincidence since I'm desperately looking for a job that doesn't require resume, licenses, etc.

You may be curious as to what company would hire anyone on the range of 14 years old above and the only requirement is you're willing to work your hardest, believing in their product, help others and paying the "not so expensive" membership fee. Well, sorry that the fee is too much for a student like me! Hehe. I'm not telling about the company at the moment but if you're interested, email me at sayu_hanayishi08@yahoo.com for more information. Though really, I'm still a bit skeptical about all this since I'm not the type to believe in this kind of business and industry. But since so far, I haven't seen any major downfall in this, I decided to risk it and see for myself. It's still an opportunity I don't want to miss if ever all of this is true.

I'm fully aware of all the advantages and disadvantages so I'm going for it next week. I'm still having problems with the membership or specifically the license fee but I don't plan on giving this up.

So this is just me ranting about this because truthfully, even though I'm scared of everything that may happen from now, I'm really excited about it and wanted to milk this and be successful!

So, good luck na lang samen! Hahaha!

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