Majhong

Sunday, May 31, 2009

"There's no turning back.."

Shet. I think I'm addicted.

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0.O

Reaching You

Ganda nang Reaching You. Kaiyak volume 2. T-T
Wonderful! Hahaha!

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Nightmare

I had a nightmare last night.
"053090".
A really creepy one.
I was having a dream.
An eerie, random dream.
In a dark park-like place.
There's two girls on the swing.
Talking.
Looks serious for their age.
I didn't know why I thought that.
Even though I can't hear them.
I didn't really pay much attention.
But I felt their eyes when I passed by.
And felt a chill run down my spine.
I rode one of the rides.
It's an arcade racing game where the mechanism moves.
I played it and thought it looked familiar.
"I played this before", I mused.
But the game got weird on me.
And I didn't know what to do.
I got dizzy.
It's moving like it wanted to throw me off.
I got scared.
Scared that something bad will happen if I feel off.
I tried focusing on my surrounding.
But it was too hard.
My head was spinning.
The game is moving.
"Get off! Get off!", I chanted.
I saw an opening.
Quickly jump off it.
I got off landing on my feet.
Dizziness gone.
Heart racing.
I looked back.
The machine.
It stopped.
I walked back.
To where the girls are.
Like nothing had happened.
I was surprise.
That I actually know them.
But really didn't.
Just a feeling.
I approached them.
A girl stood and walked away.
A new girl appeared.
And the two remaining.
Set their eyes on me.
And smiled.
And I woke up.
But really didn't.
I heard the sound of the fan.
Felt myself on bed again.
Eyes close.
Movement.
Felt someone touching me.
Trying to hug me from behind.
And choking me.
I can't breathe.
I tried to move.
But can't.
I was terrified.
Tried screaming.
"Lemme go! Please! Someone help!", is what I want to say.
I can feel my mouth moving.
But no sound came out.
The person was smiling.
An evil smile.
How I know.
I didn't know.
He kissed me on the head.
And then.
I was awake.
Really awake.
"A dream..".
I was breathing heavily.
"Another nightmare..".
My heart's pounding.
"It felt so real..".
I was so scared.
That I stayed awake.
All night.
Because I know.
If I sleep right after that.
It will happen.
Again and again.
It's true.
That I'm used to this.
But it never fails to terrify me.

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