Hotel 626

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Hotel 626: A SNACK STRONG Production - See you in the morning!

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Funny

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It's sad how some things, no matter how foolish and simple it is to some, could hurt so much.


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Status: feeling empty
Currently listening to: Mobile - Avril Lavigne

"It's time now to turn around, turn my back on everything.."

First Love

"Di man tayo ang nagkatuluyan, ikaw pa rin ang first love ko."

The first time I heard it, I cried. The second time, guess what? I smiled.

I really did love you and I still do but clinging to this fact would only hurt me so this is it. It's time to move on. I'm giving this up not because I didn't love you enough. I'm giving this up because this is not what you want.

I’ve never understood the reasoning behind someone ‘moving on’. It’s not like you’re really going to ‘move on’. You’re just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of every day until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore.

Let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things aren’t like before, for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.

So, sa mga nagmomove on dian(kasama ako sa sinasabihan! haha!), wag pagewang gewang ang resolve dahil wala kayong patutunguhan. Kelangan buo ang loob niyo! Don't think about the "what if's". If you really want to move on, stop hoping. There are just some things you need to give up. Surely, someone better will come.

Gawin lang 'to ng gawin hanggang tumatak sa kukote ko! Hahaha!

Ang sarap maging emo sa blog! Yehey!

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Life's Challenges

I wished for it and BAM! It came.

I thought that life was boring. Nothing to think about. It was so uneventful it's a little frustrating. Then I wished for life to be more interesting and damn! It came true and it was one heck of a ride! An experience I won't forget. Masyado akong nasubok ng mga nangyari!

Pero what's good about it is I manage to realize a bunch of things. Things I'm sure I won't know with my simple way of life before. Always happy. No big challenges to test me. It was a secured place I unknowingly built for myself because of the things in my past. I didn't know I was running away.

Then I opened the door, and left that place. I was paralyzed for the second time in my life. The second time I thought of just dying. I was so fragile. I was lost. I was scared. And I found out, that I really didn't know myself.

Di ko talaga alam na ganon kasi I'm always happy doing the stuff na makakapagpasaya sa akin. I always take the easy way. Pero napagtanto ko na I won't grow as a person if I keep doing that.

But now..

I feel I became much stronger than before. I was so thankful to have experienced it now than to have it later. This was really something. Another experience on my "box of life".

Next time, I won't be beaten. I won't run away. I'll face it with my head held high!

"Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you,
they're supposed to help you discover who you are."

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I'm OVER you!

Haha! Gusto ko lang magpakabitter since nabasa ko somewhere na being bitter helps when you're depress.

So here it is.

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I won't waste my time anymore
I loved you
You don't love me the same way
It's over
I'm through

You broke my heart
Tore it apart
You made me cry
Made me wanna die
You made me sad
I was hurting so bad

I would only give you grief
We're only hurting each other
All this because of what I feel
And the same goes for you
You're not for me as I am for you

You made me selfish
I have to admit
You brought the worst out of me
We didn't clicked
I quit!

I feel so hard
It's time to climb back
I'm here if you need me
But I'm done chasing after you
I'm done wasting all my time
On someone who doesn't care

You're right!
It's time to think for myself
I won't care anymore
You don't deserve me
I don't deserve you
But we're still friends
That won't change

I'm thankful in a way
That I feel in love for the first time
That I experienced all of this
That I realized and learned
That not everything is easy
I'm sure I learned my lesson

I won't say I promise
Because I don't like that word
So instead, this is what I have to say
I'll do my best!
So I won't make the same mistakes again
But this is it.

I'm OVER you!

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Haha! Drama QUEEN! This is my way of moving on. I need to be positive for myself. If I care again, I would only fall in love all over again and the circle will go on.

Think for myself!

The best way is a straight line. And that's my goal!

Haha! Yes! Tama ang binasa ko! Gumaan pakiramdam ko!

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Edit: At para sa mga kala ay di ko 'to ginawa, ako gumawa niyan! Yan ang kinalabasan ng kabitteran ko! Ayus ba?! Kala ni CM-sama kanta. Kala naman ni Nellie, poem. Eh, adlib lang yan at kung anong kabitteran nafifeel ko, type lang ako ng type. Hahaha!