Regret

It was regret all along..

TAE!

Oh men! Haha! Sige na nga Master CM! I-aanime ko na lang 'to!

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Moving on

I wonder how long I'm going to be like this?

My friends are right. I'm being too emotional. Maybe because it's my first time feeling this way. I don't know yet how to get over. I don't know yet how to cope up. This are new feelings that needs new solutions I still don't know. It's stupid. It's sad. It's so depressing. No matter how many times you all say, "Ok naman ah..", sa akin, it's not like that.

It doesn't always happen, mind you. There's just some moments when I have the chance to think about it then it always ends up with me crying. I really do think I'm being stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid one million times. *laughs*

It's true that it's a natural feeling, but it's not suppose to be forever. I know I need to move on.

Right now, I'm doing my best to do that. So to all my friends who are reading this, please bear with me!

The thing that really worries me is that this is all happening in one of the most important part of my life that will -what's that word?- dictate? I think. Basta! For my future. WAHH! Ang pag-aaral ko! Huhu! Kelangan matapos 'to ng linggo na 'to! Asa boy! Haha!

Teka! Kung ano ano na nasusulat ko! Haha! May pasok pa! Lagot ako kay Era! Di pa ko naliligo! Hahaha!

Bye na!

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Ang LAMEG!

saket sa ulo ng weather na to!

sobrang lameg!

gusto ko nang heater!

papa! bumili ka na! gusto mo rin naman eh! *tingin sa likod at nakita ang tatay na binabasa ang tinatype ko*

papa: heater ka dian., kala mo naman ang mura non.,

ako: alam ko., lameg kasi eh! nakakasira ng tulog! super takep na nga rin ako ng katawan! nakamedyas, nakagloves, nakajacket, nakajogging pants, nakakumot! waepek pa rin!

papa: wag na kasi kayo magbintilador.,

ako: ayaw ni ate! malamok daw!

papa: eh di magkulambo.,

ako: asan ang kulambo?

papa: wala., magdusa ka.,

Huhu! T-T

Anxiety? Or am I just sick?

What the heck is this?! This feelings every waking morning. This feelings where your head hurts and you want to get sick but can't 'coz you haven't eaten anything. I wish it would just go away because it's driving me crazy!

New Year 2009 - The sighing post

It's 2009 and it seems nothing has changed with the way I handle my studies.

*sigh*

Every year, I have this new year resolution that I will study much harder so that I will become a genius and be able to understand everything my professors throws at me. But with me being the lazy-type, it's actually hopeless.

*sigh*

All the exams that I took this year so far are all bad! It's so frustrating when you know the answers but didn't manage to write it because you're too slow and you're still not finish when it's time to pass it. Argh! Ang kupad ko kasi! PESTE! T-T And another when you're jutting it down on your scratch then your professor surprised you that you need to pass it ASAP?! Then you don't have the time to write it on your paper so you will have to pass whatever you manage to transfer?! Oh men! What an unlucky year I'm having!

*sigh*

But despite all this, I have no plan on giving up! Surely, babawi ako sa sususnod! Be ready midterms and finals! You will feel my wrath! Mwahahaha!

*sigh*

I'm sleeping. Goodnight! Hahaha!

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