Moving on

I wonder how long I'm going to be like this?

My friends are right. I'm being too emotional. Maybe because it's my first time feeling this way. I don't know yet how to get over. I don't know yet how to cope up. This are new feelings that needs new solutions I still don't know. It's stupid. It's sad. It's so depressing. No matter how many times you all say, "Ok naman ah..", sa akin, it's not like that.

It doesn't always happen, mind you. There's just some moments when I have the chance to think about it then it always ends up with me crying. I really do think I'm being stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid one million times. *laughs*

It's true that it's a natural feeling, but it's not suppose to be forever. I know I need to move on.

Right now, I'm doing my best to do that. So to all my friends who are reading this, please bear with me!

The thing that really worries me is that this is all happening in one of the most important part of my life that will -what's that word?- dictate? I think. Basta! For my future. WAHH! Ang pag-aaral ko! Huhu! Kelangan matapos 'to ng linggo na 'to! Asa boy! Haha!

Teka! Kung ano ano na nasusulat ko! Haha! May pasok pa! Lagot ako kay Era! Di pa ko naliligo! Hahaha!

Bye na!

^__^