At last!

At last, I know now how to keep my mind at ease! It's talking directly with the person, who is making you feel confuse and lost and sad, about how you feel!

Approved and Tested!

Whew! It's a good thing I got the courage to talk to NC about what's been happening to me lately. Or damn, I would have gone home tonight feeling more depress than ever. Hearing NC say that there's really no hope, since nag-aadjust rin siya para sa sarili niya at di siya handa sa ganon uli, actually made me feel good. It's a nice feeling to be able to have a heart-to-heart talk kasama siya.

I know this is not NC's fault even from the start. NC's a good person at na-carried away lang siya sa maraming bagay at ngayon, ginagawa niya ang lahat to make life better. Hayaan ko na lang siya kung ano gusto niya gawin sa buhay niya at subukan tulungan siya. As a friend of course.

As for me, it seems I've been pretty irrational and grumpy and hotheaded. A bunch of negative emotions came out of me for the past months. At madami sa kaibigan ko ang naging outlet. *sigh* And I know I did many things that's hurtful and annoying. Narerealize ko naman yun eh pero I'm too caught up in my own problems to do something about it. Let say, I was blinded by hurt. Kaya..

I'm SORRY. Era. Nelia. CM. Nanay Pheebz.

I'm still human and I have my faults. Kaya please forgive me na lang uli. Kahit paulit ulit na, forgive me pa rin. Hehe. Pasensya na talaga.

Cge. Yun na lang muna. Antok na ko!

Goodnight!

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